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Maybe this is stupid [Jan. 10th, 2006|08:55 pm]
3rdlibra
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |None]

Do you ever feel like you're wasting your life? Ever since I learnt about death, when I was about 8, I've been scared of it. Now I'm scared of dying without having acheived anything. I don't know the names of my great grandparents, and I don't want it to be like that for me. I want my great grandchildren, great great grandchildren, and all of my descendents to be able to say my name and for them to know that before I left this world I did something worth talking about. I want to acheive something, and have wanted to my whole life. Even if it's not a good thing, if people still talked about me in 100 years time, I'd love that. Well, I'd be dead probably. But if I could die knowing that the future would be like that, then I'd die happy. I don't really know what I want to do though.
I'm not an inventor of technologies or tools, maybe not even concepts, but I write, and when I write I feel like I create emotion, characters and complex situations. Maybe through this I can be remembered. Or maybe I'll declare war and genocide on a particular minority. Whatever, I just want to stop feeling like I'm wasting my life.
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(no subject) [Jan. 4th, 2006|09:23 pm]
3rdlibra
[Tags|]
[mood |curiouscurious]
[music |All-American Rejects]

So, I've come to the conclusion that I'm a bitter and angry person. And judgemental. I like it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2005|11:44 am]
3rdlibra
Dear people: I like South Bank.

http://photo-origin.tickle.com/image/47/6/0/O/47607372O060412722.jpg


Gooooooooooooooooo team?!
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I have no idea where this came from, I'm thirsty. [Nov. 26th, 2005|09:48 pm]
3rdlibra
[Tags|]
[mood |restlessHappy but sad]
[music |Moaning Myrtle, apparently.]

20 things you most likely didn't know about me and probably won't care about. ENJOY!Collapse )
Good times were had by all. Mmmm camembert.
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It's funny, [Nov. 25th, 2005|08:47 pm]
3rdlibra
[Tags|]
[music |All-American Rejects]

The only guys who are ever nice to me are the ones who think I'll fuck them.
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Haha, ASS. [Nov. 18th, 2005|09:26 pm]
3rdlibra
[mood |aggravatedSnore]
[music |NO]

Assassin
You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes


What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla
When I was a kid, I wanted to be an assassin. I was stupid.
In other news, I HAVE NO MORE EXAMS POSSIBLY EVER. I HAVE 4 MONTHS HOLIDAY. I'M STARTING TO LOOK FOR A UNIT TO LIVE IN. AND WORKING LOTS. I AM ALSO GOING TO SCHOOLIES ON THE GOLD COAST FOR A FEW DAYS TO BE A TOOLIE. WOOOH. I AM ALSO AN ENGAGED LESBIAN SANDWICH. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!
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ARRRGH [Nov. 6th, 2005|10:53 pm]
3rdlibra
[Tags|, , ]
[mood |complacentCough]
[music |Libertines. OLD SCHOOL.]

You know what really grinds my gears? The Veronicas!
I'm sick of hearing their stupid unoriginal, commercial pop song played everywhere. It sounds the exact same as every other teenage girl pop song played on MTV, but their image (from what I've seen, which is half a videoclip when I was drunk the other night) is that of alternative rockers. What the fuck? How misleading, irritating and disappointing. They didn't even write the boring, repetative, incredibly unoriginal lyrics they sing.
Another thing, why is the song called '4ever'? I'm serious, were they too busy taking classes on how to mislead people and look like Karen O or someone remotely cool and talented to attend the classes on HOW TO SPELL SIMPLE EVERYDAY WORDS? Talk about style over substance. Or fucking unoriginality. Perhaps it's just some ridiculous attempt to look cool and to get through to their intended target audience: 13-year olds who are too stupid to write properly.
But what pisses me off most about the Veronicas is that everyone, from my sister and brother-in-law to random strangers on the uni bus, keeps telling me how much I look like them. This is especially annoying, because I looked like this way before they did; at the very least I looked like this before they released that bullshit single they call music.
In summary: Dear Veronicas, I hate you and you fucking suck. Please fade into nothingness before you do anymore damage to society and my mental health. I'm tired.
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Vroom! [Nov. 1st, 2005|10:39 am]
3rdlibra
[Tags|, ]
[mood |creativeI have a lot of chocolate!]
[music |Yes.]

I've decided that no one makes interesting posts on livejournal anymore. So I'm going to tell you what happened last night to me, though it's not that interesting and just dodgy.
Ok, so last night was Halloween, né? I challenge you to oppose me! But while I was on the phone to an anonymous 3rd party, I though I heard some scattering kind of noise, outside on my roof. I told said 3rd party to shuttup, and with the subsequent silence I was able to hear more of the noise, but this time it sounded as if it was in my ceiling, in the centre of my room. Sightly freaked out by now, I told 3rd party that I could hear something- AND THEN. My TV started moving by itself. It, and my stack of CDs was just shaking, Exorcist-like. BY THEMSELVES. They did this multiple times, and the noise they made was just as real as they way they looked shaking like that. Now, the only conlusions I could come to were either:
a) there was a gremlin in my ceiling and it was planning to get in and eat me or
b) it was a ghost or poltergeist wanting to freak me out.
My silly mother seemed to think it was just vibrations caused by my brother's fan (on the highest level it could go), in the next room. BUT HOW COULD IT HAVE NOT HAPPENED BEFORE THEN? AND WHY WERE THE NOISES ALL IN DIFFERENT PARTS OF MY ROOM/CEILING? I'M TELLING YOU, SOMETHING IS IN THE WALLS, PEOPLE. WHAT'S GOING ON???
In other news, they should make Mint Kit Kats. Or have they already? Did they even exist or is that just me? Mmmm mint. Now go forth and spread the news!
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Yeah [Oct. 30th, 2005|12:36 am]
3rdlibra
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Hard to Say]

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
5.4
Mind:
5.3
Body:
5
Spirit:
3.3
Friends/Family:
4.7
Love:
7.3
Finance:
6.3
Take the Rate My Life Quiz



I don't have the time to improve these things.
As indicated by my mood, I'm confused. My mind is swirling with a mixture of superiority, arrogance and hypocrisy. I think the superiority is winning. Hah. I'm so different.
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If you feel like dying you might wanna sing [Oct. 27th, 2005|11:53 pm]
3rdlibra
[Tags|, , ]
[mood |tiredvery sleepy]
[music |The Used]

So I've got about a 2000 word essay due tomorrow and I've only just started it, but it's boring and it involved reading a 50-page article on unemployment. And a few more reports. Not my idea of fun. In any case, I got a digital camera for my 18th, which was ages ago now, and I've totally sold out and become a camwhore as a result. And I like it. I will be posting random pictures on here from now on, I guess. For example, I took a picture of my favourite stockings and knee highs, because I can. Follow the link, because livejournal doesnt like me:

http://photo-origin.tickle.com/image/32/2/9/O/32292517O609335280.jpg

The black ones are fishnets. As are the pink ones. Yes. I might go to bed soon. I want grapefruit juice. Oh, I think I'm going to a dress-up Halloween party tomorrow night. We'll see how that goes. FOR ANYBODY WHO READS THIS IN THE NEXT 18 HOURS: WHAT SHOULD I GO AS?
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